| Location | Pembroke Pines |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 08/04/2007 |
| Date of Death | 08/04/2007 |
| Visitors | 822 since 18/09/2008 |
| Creator |
I carried her for 32 weeks. Never had a single problem the entire pregnancy. She was at the 15th
percentile of her average weight but was extremely healthy.
I was sleeping early Friday morning and felt her moving more then normal but thought nothing of it
because she was always an active little girl. I was at work and could not remember the last time I
felt her move because I work on my feet all day long.
I called my doctor he said go to the hospital IMMEDIATELY. When I got there they tested for her
heart beat and could not find it for a long time. They finally found one and I got so excited until
the nurse told me it could just be mine. So they did a sonogram and I had to wait for the results.
That was the longest wait of my entire life.
Finally the doctor comes in and she told me she was very sorry but the baby did not make it but
didn't know the cause. I felt like my whole world was coming to an end. I broke down and did not
know what to do.
I called my daughters father, hysterical, and he came to the hospital as soon as possible along with
Alyssah's God Parents. 1 of my best friends Lynnea was with me (she was always there for me and I
Love Her to death for all her support...I love u my life partner), father, uncle, brother, sister in
law, and mother. Also a few friends came to see me, Cory & Mindy!
I was in the hospital from Friday late night till Monday morning. I gave birth to her on Easter
Sunday at 4:56pm. the entire time in between we tried to pass the time. All I had in my head was my
baby girl was inside me dead and I cant do anything about it.
My doctor could not be there. He informed the doctor that was in charge to induce me vaginally. She
didn't think we should do that because of my asthma. So she took it upon herself to do it through an
IV. That was not working. By Sunday morning my doctor was informed I still had not delivered my baby
and was FURIOUS. He demanded they induce me vaginally.
2 hours later is when it was time. I had my daughters father with me, my mother and my sister in
law. I pushed twice and she came out. Then is when they realized she had a knot in her cord and from
the struggle wrapped it around her neck so tight they had to cut it off. I saw my little girl with
the cord around her neck in the reflection of the nurses goggles.
I prayed and prayed that she would begin crying but it never happened. My baby girl was gone for
real. They left her with us for a while until we were OK to let her go. I did not want to ever let
go.
Alyssah, gone on Good Friday, delivered on Easter.... what more of an angel can you be. Alyssah was
3 pounds 11 ounces, 17 and a half inches long and delivered at 4:56 pm. When she was born is when we
found out how she passed. She had a knot in her cord and from her struggling she had wrapped it
around her neck twice and around her arm twice. The doctors say the knot is the cause of death.
I started a website for other mommies and families who went through similar tragedies like myself.
Please come check them out.
Main Site: www.babiesinthesky.com
Social Network: www.babiesinthesky.ning.com
MySpace Page: www.myspace.com/babiesinthesky
MEMORY LANE X ♥ X ♥ X ♥ X
Memory Lane
There is a place in every heart,
They call it Memory Lane,
Where thoughts of loved ones lost
Forever will remain.
God made this special place
When He first created man,
For He knew it would be needed,
As part of our life's plan.
He knew when loved ones left us,
We'd need some time to heal,
To come to terms with sorrow
And the loneliness we'd feel.
So when you lose a loved one
And your life is filled with pain,
The comfort of their presence
Will be found in Memory Lane.
Sending love to you all xx
Along the shore I spy a ship
As she sets out to sea;
She spreads her sails and sniffs the breeze
And slips away from me.
I watch her fading image shrink,
As she moves on and on,
Until at last she’s but a speck,
Then someone says, “She’s gone.”
Gone where? Gone only from our sight
And from our farewell cries;
That ship will somewhere reappear
To other eager eyes.
Beyond the dim horizon’s rim
Resound the welcome drums,
And while we’re crying, “There she goes!”
They’re shouting, “Here she comes!”
We’re built to cruise for but a while
Upon this trackless sea
Until one day we sail away
Into infinity.
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Alyssah. You must be so proud at what a strong mommy you have. Even though she misses you so much and her heart hurts, she reaches out and embraces others and helps them when they are sad.
Good morning Alyssah. I hope today in heaven is a good one. Send your mummy some signs of your putrescence.
Love you Dani
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Dear Sweet Mommy:
I thought I would let you know that I still love you so much. I miss hearing your heartbeat. I miss your rubbing me, and patting me and talking softly to me as I grew not only under your heart but in your heart too. I know you would be a good mom. I know we would have played games and ate delicious treats. I know you did everything you could to help me achieve my dreams. I was so looking forward to growing up and getting into all things that babies normally do. I was so looking forward to having you rock me and hold me, hug me and kiss me. I was so looking forward to all the plans we made. I know you wanted all of that too. But mommy, don’t worry about me now. Don’t be sad for me! I went from the warm darkness of your tummy into heaven’s bright glory. I am now in God’s loving hands. The soft sweet words I hear now are God’s. I am soothed by the sound of angel wings and sleep with my head in the clouds. I wait patiently for you with all that have gone before me. But Mommy, know that I will be fine and I want you to be fine too! I know you miss me as I miss you; but weep no more. 'I am the thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow, I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn’s rain. When you awaken in the morning’s hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quite birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night.” And mommy, I see good things coming to you and daddy in the future – a wonderful life filled with love and laughter. Although I can’t be with you now, I know we will be together in eternity. Dear, Sweet Mommy, don’t be sad. So you will know that I am with you always, every time you find a penny or coin on the ground, know that I put it there for you to find – so you will know that I am thinking of and missing you too.
I will mind my manners. I will play nicely. I know that I will be missing you as much as you are missing me. I love you.
Until me meet again.
Your little baby
"Sleep, my sweetheart, sleep, my bear,
your cradle swings in the evening air.
Moonbeams touch your precious face,
And stars float by with gentle grace.
Sleep, my sweetheart, have no fear.
Sleep, my darling, I am hear."
Im so sorry for your tragic loss what a gorgeous little girl you had, the same happened to my daughter but fortunately the consultant caught it in time and she survived but when she was born she wasnt responsive and after resusitation came round but seeing my daughter lifeless and the thought that we had lost her was unbearable i still have nightmares about it to this day.
My heart and thoughts are with you and your family hunni
RIP little AlyssahXx
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