| Location | Pembroke Pines |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 08/04/2007 |
| Date of Death | 08/04/2007 |
| Visitors | 823 since 18/09/2008 |
| Creator |
I carried her for 32 weeks. Never had a single problem the entire pregnancy. She was at the 15th
percentile of her average weight but was extremely healthy.
I was sleeping early Friday morning and felt her moving more then normal but thought nothing of it
because she was always an active little girl. I was at work and could not remember the last time I
felt her move because I work on my feet all day long.
I called my doctor he said go to the hospital IMMEDIATELY. When I got there they tested for her
heart beat and could not find it for a long time. They finally found one and I got so excited until
the nurse told me it could just be mine. So they did a sonogram and I had to wait for the results.
That was the longest wait of my entire life.
Finally the doctor comes in and she told me she was very sorry but the baby did not make it but
didn't know the cause. I felt like my whole world was coming to an end. I broke down and did not
know what to do.
I called my daughters father, hysterical, and he came to the hospital as soon as possible along with
Alyssah's God Parents. 1 of my best friends Lynnea was with me (she was always there for me and I
Love Her to death for all her support...I love u my life partner), father, uncle, brother, sister in
law, and mother. Also a few friends came to see me, Cory & Mindy!
I was in the hospital from Friday late night till Monday morning. I gave birth to her on Easter
Sunday at 4:56pm. the entire time in between we tried to pass the time. All I had in my head was my
baby girl was inside me dead and I cant do anything about it.
My doctor could not be there. He informed the doctor that was in charge to induce me vaginally. She
didn't think we should do that because of my asthma. So she took it upon herself to do it through an
IV. That was not working. By Sunday morning my doctor was informed I still had not delivered my baby
and was FURIOUS. He demanded they induce me vaginally.
2 hours later is when it was time. I had my daughters father with me, my mother and my sister in
law. I pushed twice and she came out. Then is when they realized she had a knot in her cord and from
the struggle wrapped it around her neck so tight they had to cut it off. I saw my little girl with
the cord around her neck in the reflection of the nurses goggles.
I prayed and prayed that she would begin crying but it never happened. My baby girl was gone for
real. They left her with us for a while until we were OK to let her go. I did not want to ever let
go.
Alyssah, gone on Good Friday, delivered on Easter.... what more of an angel can you be. Alyssah was
3 pounds 11 ounces, 17 and a half inches long and delivered at 4:56 pm. When she was born is when we
found out how she passed. She had a knot in her cord and from her struggling she had wrapped it
around her neck twice and around her arm twice. The doctors say the knot is the cause of death.
I started a website for other mommies and families who went through similar tragedies like myself.
Please come check them out.
Main Site: www.babiesinthesky.com
Social Network: www.babiesinthesky.ning.com
MySpace Page: www.myspace.com/babiesinthesky
hey
hey
the same thing happened to my brother and his gf, there little girl died on her due date she starting moving loads and then stopped they sent her for a scan and confirmed she had died, she was induced but didnt have her til 4 days after, when she came out her cord had a knot aswell and i was round her neck twice, it was the hardest thing ever especially as she went full term to her due date, i was there and watched her born and our worlds fell apart,its now nearly 7 wks later and it dont get any easier for them to be honest, i havent spoke to anyone on here thats going through the same thing as my brother the way there baby died, i didnt think it was that common for the cord to knot.
although you dont know me, if you ever need a friend or a chat ill be there to chat to you,
chin up stay strong
love to all of you xxxxxxxxx
A poem from Heaven
Please dont be so sad.
it's beautiful where i am
there's only love up here,
i'm never lonely or afraid
cause god's so very near.
I walk with Jesus everyday
he's really kind and sweet,
don't worry mom he hold's my hand
when we cross a golden street.
I never cry or hurt myself
i see you everyday,
i laugh and play and sing alot
and hear you when you pray.
Please mommy..
Don't be mad at God
you see he loves me too,
and even though your not here with me
i'm really still with you. x x x x
GODS LITTLE ANGEL
You touched our hearts immensely,
You lit our soul up bright,
But then God called back his angel,
He wanted another star at night.
He called your name so silently,
So only you could hear,
He wrapped you in a blanket,
And whispered in your ear.
Alyssah I am holding you,
With me you will come home,
Don't fear for those you leave behind,
They'll never be alone
And so everyday you visit,
You spread your peace and love,
To all those here who loved you,
Where for them you wait above.
(author unknown)
Heaven's Baby Castle
In a baby's castle just beyond my eye
My baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy
Who am I to wish her back into this world of strife?
No, play on my baby, you have eternal life
When all around is silent and sleep forsakes my eyes
I'll hear her tiny footsteps come running at my side
Her little hand caresses me so tenderly and sweet
I'll breathe a little prayer and close my eyes and embrace her in my sleep
Now I have a treasure I rate above all other
I have known true glory - I am still her mother
Shared grief
Im so sorry for your loss, i know nothing can take away the pain that you are feeling but i do understand it. I too had a little girl who was stillborn at 39weeks. They say time heals but it was six years ago and she is never far from my thoughts and my heart will always be broken. You just need to keep stong and keep her memory alive. If you would like to visit my site it is Hollie Mullane. God bless you all. Take care love Karena xxxx
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i am so sorry for your loss and hope alyssah is at rest and looking down at you ,love to all your family xxxxxxx
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